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Re: So sorry

Posted by D on October 18, 2010, 2:28 pm, in reply to "So sorry"
Message modified by board administrator October 18, 2010, 2:30 pm

Thanks for the condolences Smitty.

I have done a bit of thinking about who may have done it and why. Its not a good
direction for my mind to go as once I found out I would face another choice. Kill or
hurt them without remorse (like I would a fly) or try to understand / forgive them.

I am already at a similar choice point without knowing who or why. As the story goes,
which wolf do I want to feed?

I waver at times, the dark side is very dark, it extends the pain, gives it to others,
and even when "successful" does not give satisfaction. The light side is
without walls or limitations of any kind. There was never a loss, only a gift given and received.
Seems like it would be an easy choice, a no brainer. It is, and its not.

Besides some questions which may expose accidental poisoning, I done with it.


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